finshed packing

the whole day was spent on packing, firstly the box...where i put all the uh...personal items like shampoo/facial wash,shoes, and etc...it's full now.

then i packed my clothes. the new and old ones. pants...and stuffs. then my backpack, i put all my important documents. all the certs and stuffs.

then i guess the last will be the laptop bag. which i will hand carry all the way through. it's uh...kinda...heavy. but i'll manage. my sis's boyfren can help me carry the box. then i can handle the luggage myself.

tomorrow, i'll be going to MidValley Citytell for the first night. we'll stay and hang round KL before going over to UKM, Bangi the next day, early morning. xD

my aunt will meet me there, and there i'll pass her my laptop. xD until i need it, i'll call her and she'll pass it to me. that way, it'll be safer during my orientation week.

umm...this will be my last post until i get to go online again over there. so see ya! jya mata nee!!!

Walking Disaster

this is another new song radio ripped - Sum 41- Walking Disaster. i like how it starts, good...and then it picks up speed. cool. u know...i just might get this album, if i do, then this will be my FIRST EVER....english band's album that i ever bought. seriously. xD

album out on July 14th * if i'm not wrong*

name for my laptop

i'm gonna call it Avie. xD

yes....Kayla for my first pet when i grow up...and the one i buy by myself using my OWN money. unless the pet has other better nicknames la.

so Avie it is for my laptop. hehe xD dear...avie....

gosh...having a laptop all by yourself is a HUGE responsibility! especially when i'm all alone to take care of it u know. and a whole other stuffs...like my own IC, yes, i dont bring my IC everywhere i go ever since i was born. my mum keeps it for me. and now, i need to bring it along with me in my purse from now on. and it's kinda scary.

yes...tomorrow will be the last day for me in Kuching. as much as i uh...despise the quietness and lack of activities/shopping malls/entertainment here, it's still a place where i've grown to be the person i am. i think i know why some people still prefers to come back here when they start working or retired or stuffs.

going off to dinner later.xD

bye bye to mp3 player....

apparently the software for my sony mp3 player uses only Windows XP....so since the new one is windows vista, i guess i'll have to leave my dear mp3 behind i'm soooo freaking sad....! i get to use it only for like...6 months? coz i didnt touch it when i was having stpm last year.

but ah i'll have most of my songs and vids transferred over to the new laptop now...so it wont be so bad. i'll still be able to watch and listen to them...

during th first weekend which is the orientation, i'll be passing the laptop to my aunt. she'll keep for me till i needed it then she'll pass it back to me xD good idea...yes.

so now...i'm just installing several stuffs like WRar, firefox,flashget....etc.
stuffs i normally will use hehe xD

piccies of umm....

Acer Aspire 5633

orbiCam

haha trying out the orbicam...xD

new laptop!!!

i got my new laptop today...it just arrived like 10 mins ago...and now i'm surfing the net with it. i still need to get used to the keyboard, it's so freaking hard compared to my sis's one. and the mouse they gave us is...well, so small...and not attractive. then they gave us a headset too...xD havent tried it. and the sound system i need to change something coz it's slightly different than my sister's...which i have become too familiar with till i cant get used to other laptop or computer's sound system...becoz i really like my sister's!!! u know....if
my sister's laptop's cover isnt blacking out...i'd have taken hers instead of this new one. coz i'm used to hers not this new Windows Vista.

so right now, i'm just browsing the system, getting used to the usual features like Windows Media Player, Winamp, microsoft word, and stuffs...

actually the whole window looks....different. and i cant even recognise the Internet Explorer! until my sis pointed it out to me on the main layout....T_T

the size of the screen is 15.4" it's...ook la...it's wider on the sides...but it's lower. i'm really bad at describing.

So just now, my sis wanted to burn the backups, but apparently, it didnt work and so my sis asked me to bring over to the shop tomorrow at Saberkas...CompuWay. and asked the people there to burn the backup for me. they dont give u the programmes' CDs anymmore, u have to burn them out urselves. and it needs 4 hours!

so...sigh...tomorrow half day gone. i also need to install my own stuffs like my Sony mp3 player's programme, then i need Mozilla Firefox too xD and several others like....DiVX player. so many things to do! and i still need to get used to this new windows.

well that's all for now. i cant take pics yet coz...there's no Nokia programme installed yet coz my sis asked me not to install anything first until we burn the backups.

PS: if there's any errors...in my spelling whatsoever upthere...it's becoz i'm not familiar with the new keyboard yet. and btw, it has a webcam haha but i dont know how to use yet.xD

hana kimi Japanese TRAILER

from the trailer, there is bound to be lots of screams and shouts...xDDDD umm...cant really see whether Maki *the actress* can pull off the lead character yet or not, but i think she can. the series does look funny either way. argh...i'm gonna miss this!

some disorder test

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

shopping again

this evening i went to get my baju kurung, it fits well so that's done.

then i went to Satok just now, * i just came back* so...i went to look for collared t-shirts or one of those like...Office lady kind of clothes. i got one black with that kind of style, then another 2 normal t-shirts...Applemint. costs me around 150 bucks...3 of them. T_T

then i got a pair of black uh...one of those OL shoes again* but i like it xD coz obviusly i need to wearsomething more appropriate when wearing baju kurung than my sport shoes.

then tomorrow, i think my sis will buy the Acer Aspire laptop for me. RM 2999.

so...i guess i'll be buying a laptop over after all. i can dump it to my Auntie who stays 5 mins away from UKM Bangi campus during the orientation week. then when i finished or need it, she can send it over to me. i think i'll be seeing her A LOT during weekends soon. xD

the day...the DAY is getting nearer. ahhhhhh~~~~~

Hana Kimi japanese official site

http://wwwz.fujitv.co.jp/hanakimi/index.html

from there u can see the whole cast ...uh group photo, it's not hard at all to figure out which one is the girl haha xD

Erika Sawajiri FREE MV

i think it leaked since the official release date ia 4th july. but anyway, found it on Youtube. i uh...is this the same girl that acts as the chronic illed young student in 1 Litre of Tears? xD they look totally different from each other.

of course, that was just a drama, and she needs to act as this innocent little kid. which was really really impressive. she's good in acting. later on when i watched Taiyou no Uta, she seemed to have matured a lot, the way she dresses coz she was after all a 20+ year old kid now.

in this MV, she looks ok...although i do prefer her more natural look rather than the whole thick make up and leather jacket or rocker image she's trying to pull off here, imo. no offence. it's not that i dont like it, it's just tht i'm not used to this image of hers yet xD and i half expected her to play guitar but she didnt so i guess....maybe just maybe she doesnt really know how to yet. but i think she knows la...a little i guess. the song is...ok. not HUGELY impressive...just ok. but it's a good start for her and i think her singing is better now.

rating: 3.5/5

*maybe it needs to grow on me*

YUI + Avril

YUI was inspired by Avril and she started learning guitars and writing songs by herself ever since she listened to Av's songs for the first time at the record store. so yeah...i LIKE the connection between these two artists, u know...i hope they can meet each other one day though. seee the rack...so nice. xD

baby being a brat

" WHATEVEER...." making a huge smirk.xDDDDDDDDD

*roll eyes some more...*

medical checkup

i went to post something this morning. then to Lawrence Lee clinic, the nurse there told me to go check up for X-Ray and then urinal test first.

but by that time, it was already noon, so they're closed for lunch. so we went in the evening. went for urinal test first which took like 10 mins.

i practically drank lots just to have urine haha xD

anyway, i noticed this person who works there, has Biotechnology BSc. (Hons) and she was from UMS. so i guess...when i come out, generally i'll be working at places like these. laboratory works.

at Lawrence Lee clinic, the doctor was nice...he asked me what course i got, my results and stuffs...then he was like " microbiology and biotechnology...they're all very very similar...so when u come out, you'll be working at the same field...more or less the same jobs..." and he even said " Work hard ha...girl..." words of encouragement are always very good.

so yeah, basically all i did was...medical check up the whole day. the one where i waited for so damn long was at the X-Ray center. so many people....i literally stood there for more than one hour, almost 2. and my back is kinda sore now.

but ah i got everything done. xD and i went to get some stationery as well. pens, eraser, ruler, etc...

oh...i should go get liquid paper! i forgot. later la...tomorrow. and scissor...too.

maybe on thursday i pack. xD

neck pain

yesterday i spent almost the whole day at my grandparent's place. and i guess i sat for too long or something on the chair...or i didnt sit properly, and so...i kinda hurt my neck.

it reminds me of the days i hurt my waist. those were horrible days i tell u. i had a hard time walking, hard time bathing, changing clothes and stuffs. really really painful until i had tears in my eyes.

it felt slightly better now after applying some cream on it.

i still have to slowly turn my neck. xD

today is gonna be another busy day as i need to post something...then maybe i'll go medical checkup somewhere. it's very very troublesome...just to get into local uni. jeez...

The Banquet

tonight we went to The Banquet restaurant which is located at around 4 1/2 mile. coz it's my dad's birthday and so my sister booked a place and she cia la xD

the place is kinda huge...airy and it definitely looked kinda high class * a bit la* and the workers are quite efficient. some of the heads have these little walkie talkie *not the one they bring around, it's more of the ones that they wear on their ears nia la with a tiny little straight aerial..is that how u spell it..ok nvm*

so yeah...my sister didnt tell my parents that she ordered Ostrich meat...and when my mum asked what meat is that, she said it's chicken...xD then after my mum ate it, she said it's Ostrich...coz she was afraid that my mum wont eat it. it tastes like dear meat...really. and they cooked it with this sauce that tastes like u know the sauce u ate satay with...or ketupat, YES...it tastes like that. almost exactly...but it's kinda nice la.




this is some sort of desert i think and my sis was curious coz the name's Prawn Phylo *or something like that* so she ordered two...it's ok la...the prawn is fine, i like the dark sauce they put there too. and it's convenient the fact that the grapes are seedless.
the ostrich dish...
my sis fooling around with her camera...
me...already munching the prawn and sticking it out for fun. xD

finally i got something done

dont even remind me of last night's...ptptn ordeal.

it was terrible.

i practically had to wait for like 5-10 minutes just for the page, the main page to load. then *u see...i was using mozilla firefox* so then after having to wait for like maybe about 20 mins to go the page i had waited for so long, i filled in stuffs, then tried to log in, and suddenly, the page showed

"RALAT...sila gunakan Internet Explorer..."

seriously, i nearly BLEW UP when i saw that stupid dumb thing show up on the screen.

so i had to open another page using IE...which i don use except when i need to DL something using Megaupload.

so another 5-10 mins of wait.

then...i took about 1 hour...yes, 1 hour! or maybe even more...coz by the time i finished filling everything, and sent my application, it was around 11.30 pm already.

and i felt so sorry for bothering people like ah chee, and another 2 of my other classmates...coz i keep calling them every few mins on how to fill some stuffs, coz i really am scared that i filled something wrong somewhere. but i am glad i actually made sure with these people. more opinions are always better.

so yeah...hopefully everything goes well.xDDD

really, i cant afford to face another thing like this especially when it comes to LOCAL GOVERNMENT SITE. it really is VERY SLOW~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have a permanent phobia of these things now.

whole day out

yeah...basically i'm out the WHOLE DAY today. this morning, me and my sis with my dad went to have breakfast at uh...near Choice Daily the kopitiam somewhere there...and we had Laksa. and we were served by these Pondans...yes, pondans who have boobs. and they dress much better than us girls. yes. my mum didnt come coz her school had class ganti.

then he drove us both to my second mum's place, where we hung around till after lunch, around 3 pm...i had a pretty good time chatting in Mandarin with my * nephews* yeah hehe and he taught me some characters. but he refused to read this piece of entertainment news for me...T_T which caught my interest but i had no idea what it's talking bout.

then, my second mum gave me this angpau...coz i'm gonna study elsewhere soon, i guess it's a tradition or some sort of lai si. i dont know...i didnt see it coming really. i was kinda shocked when she came to me and gave me the red packet. but i took it and said thank you! haha xD

oh...then me and my mum had a haircut. i trimmed my hair shorter, but not that short. still can tie.

then, my mum bought the shampoo for me. now, i'm waiting for them to get ready to go dinner coz it's my dad's birthday today, which is also yen hung's haha xD

umm...so today, i'm practically out. i'm kinda tired actually. i need to go buy stationery stuffs again maybe tomorrow. then on monday i need to post something to UKM. then buy more stuffs to bring over. it's getting nearer...it's like less than 10 days...only like 6 more days! my 6 remaining days of staying with my family. and my home, my room...everything. i'm so gonna miss this place.

HALO

i got an example of HALO phenomenon...here it is: this was in Bangkok, ah...i should have zoomed the camera lense further when i was taking the pics just now. i should've known how to work the lense...but i was afraid that i'd ruin my sis's camera...so i didnt dare to touch anything else other than the button to take pic.

coming down with a soarthroat...again?

today was hectic...well kind of considering i went to Bank Islam TWICE...the first time was to make an account. then after getting the offer letter, i took the Bank Slips they provided and went again to pay for my Fees.

so yeah xD my mum wasnt really sure with the roads around Satok, coz we seldom drive there...and we nearly got LOST LOL~~ but we went into the right road anyway in the end. but i confused myself with the buildings, and so..we parked in the wrong side of the building, turns out we have to walk to the next building for Bank Islam...haha...but it was uh...alright la. see...with two Kuchingite who arent really considered Kuchingite you get these kinds of situations.

but we got home anyway. xD

right now i'm trying to access PTPTN website!!!! which took forever. i cant log in!

maybe this midnight can...i will try. again and again. and again.

i realy felt a bit tired and my throat hurts like hell...it hurts when i talk. it felt better now though and i was sooo freeeaaakiinnngg hungry when i came back at lunch just now. tonight we might be going to Pizza Hut. my sis wants to go...xD

rushy day

this morning i rushed to Bank Islam, coz UKM, UTM and Unimas use this bank...so yeah, i rushed there with my dad and made an account, took me about 1 and half hours...just waiting. but finally i got it done.

and oh, i got my offer letter already. it came with Pos Laju. xD

and my sis SMS me asking me to see the sun outside.

so i went and like WOW....~~~

BEAUTIFUL! she said it's called HALO. so i quickly took a pic of it once i reached home, but it was too BIG. and i dont know how to ZOOM my sister's camera's lenses...so i got a few shots of just a part of the rainbow and the sun at the corner.

and when i asked my sis, she told me need to use filter...i forgot to use it, like c'mon la...i'm not a photography freak so...i dont know these stuffs. hehe but the pics are ok. can see the rainbow and sun anyway.

it's gone now though. i mean the HALO.

shopping

i went to Parkson just now with my dad and mum, i bought a pair of Diesel Jeans, i dont wear jeans for MANY YEARS before this...so it's kinda weird seeing myself in one. i love pants more than jeans, but i guess the one i bought isnt that bad. kinda fine. the fact is that when i go over there, i need to do laundry myself, so what i'm planning is wear them for few days, then wash once. jeans can be treated like that.

then i bought two towels. then...i was looking for a collared T-Shirt, coz it's required for the orientation week. when i cant find one tht suits me at the women's and even men's section...i went to the BUM's Equipment for children and found one. haha...a dark blue T-shirt with colar, and fits me. i can wear it to sleeep haha...xD

umm...this weekend my mum will buy me the personal items at Tabuan Jaya at this shop which are cheaper. so yeah...basically...i'm still waiting for my offer letter to arrive!!! why so slow????!!! jeez....

my name's origin

found out that well, my name supposedly spelt * Shireley* as i think my dad desired last time, or was it me...? i cant remember but apparently if i were to have an English name, that'd be mine. not exactly what i wanted but they gave me that. they derived it from my sister's Shirley, which is the more normal one.

then i found that the proper spelling is Shirely. there's no E...in Ley. it's the SAME as Shirley. Shirley is pronounced SURE-Lee. it is of Old English origin, the meaning is *Bright Meadow*. it was a very popular name around 1930s...but then went down now.

my name is hard to pronounce. i dont really like it. it's not like an easy to remember kind of name. people will have a hard time to say it even. i've been using * avan* as my nick in forums...people thought i'm a guy. haha xD but of course they knew by now that i'm a girl la, but well, that's not the point. point is...i felt like choosing an english name myself, but i dont know what. i need to have a NEW signature soon. i hated my surname's one. it's so...not...interesting.anyone can fake it.

last time, i've thought of names like Gwen, Amber, Kayla..*no wait, that's supposedly going to be my pet's name in the future...whatever it is, a dog or cat or hamster, i'm definitely gonna name it Kayla* xD

i like Avan...but it's so...guy like name. sigh...

pics of HANA KIMI JAPANESE

from the pics, Maki does suit the character more, she's like a pretty boy...feminine look, but it's like in a glance, we all know that she's a GIRL...whereas for Ella, it's like a second thought to find out she's a girl that kind of feeling. the guys here don't look that bad...hehe but in the CM, they're not that good looking. ah! i'm gonna miss this series! dang it!

Hana Kimi JAPANESE version!!!

ok...so it's gonna be out real soon. and the CM is here:


i dont know who is acting as who yet, except for the girl, like OBVIOUSLY, who else will she act as. her name is Maki Horikita.

oh, Oguri Shun- Sano
Ikuta Toma (Johnny's Jr) - Nakatsu Shuichi

and several others la. i'm curious who's the Gay Doctor.

another one:


i guess, personally, this Maki CAN pull off la...xD of course, she's way prettier than Ella...haha but hopefully, her expressions and acting will be compatible lorr with Ella's coz this is a FUNNY/comedy afterall. yes, facial expressions counts a lot in this series. This Maki looks like a pretty boy with the haircut...they follow the manga version more. Ella's hair is way shorter.

After watching the Taiwanese version which honestly, i didnt expect much, but i ended up liking it a lot coz it's really really funny, i hope this japanese version will be better. even if by a bit. but i find the GUYS...dont look as good hehe...i think i prefer the guys in taiwanese version better. still it's early to judge from the CMs. i guess i'll be missing it anyway, since i'll be gone by the time it comes out SIGH.

Oh, and the theme song is PEACH by Ai Otsuka. personally i dont really like the song. why cant they choose something else..better.

girl bands that i like

this is ZONE...but they broke up already in middle of 2005 if i'm not mistaken. my fav member is Mizuho, the drummer.they started out when they were just around 16 i think...or even younger, 15. around that age. they were YOUNG when they started out ok...and they self-taught those instruments themselves. so, it's pretty cool that they can actually play and stuffs during lives. i kinda miss them. they're a good girl band. but neway, Maiko, the bassist formed a new band called MARIA, which is a 6 piece all girls band too. xD i still prefer ZONE.

taken from their FINAL LIVE at Budoukan. this is a part where they showed their skills..it may not be like...HARD or complicated but gotta give them the *thumbups* for even trying right?



Secret Base *their most famous song, also my personal fav* so sad seeing them choking up there...


NEXT:

we have Chatmonchy, a 3 piece band. they may not be uh...cute or THAT pretty but they're still awesome. i like some of their songs. including this Renai Spirits...and they're pretty good LIVE too.



i wish i can play that ...
another one, Koi no Kemuri


NEXT: this isnt a girl band, but the ONLY KOREAN band i kinda listen to. yes....i dont listen much to korean songs...so...xD but they ...AGAIN, broke up. i only know that the lead singer, Youjeen has gone solo. i do like some of her solos too. but i dont follow her songs anymore...

one of my favs:
Flying Duck - this song is catchy.


oh i found one of her solo lives: Fake, i have this song. it's pretty good.



and LOOK WHAT I FOUND...0_0

i wish i can play like them! they're just little KIDS! LITTLE KIDS!!! and they can friggin play like that. i wanna try playing Electric guitar too, but i dont have one *weeps* i never even wore one or like strum once ...they say it's easier to press down coz the strings arent as tough as acoustic. how i wish someone can teach me how to play!

i heart AKFG

RE:RE and Sakurasou *both songs that i LOVE* their intro is cool.i love his shoutings too!



this rocks.

omg my japanese rock phase might be coming back again. this is the kind of j-rock i like...haha xD

took photos

this evening we went to the uh...India Street place, near Fah Company to look for suitable bluish themed baju kurung clothe. coz my uni needs them.

so i got one finally and we went straight to Kenyalang, and we met this lady who helped me made my first ever Baju Kurung last time when i was in St.Thomas...dont remind me of those dreadful days. i hated it when on that day itself i need to go up in front of the class and made a MUET presentation...haha but it was nice, coz i got the chance to talk about my fav japanese band...DAI xDDDD

back to the point, i should be able to get it by next Monday or something.

then we went to Satok area to get my Pasport sized photos done. i am happier with this time's shot coz...my hair is longer and it's not in a mess haha xD and my mum commented that my face had grown thinner. she made those comparisons from last time's shot. i dont know whether to be glad or not about it...but i like the latest shot. i guess it's becoz i dont eat any breakfast anymore since...6 months ago. but there are still some days where i crave for food, and i eat a lot of junkfood and stuffs...nonstop. i hope i can lose some weight at some areas but it's not working anyway haha xD ah...

oh then we phototasted my slips and stuffs...

now i need to get them certified.

so yeah, that's basically what we did the whole evening. my dad asked me whether i want to buy a laptop here or buy it over there. i dont know. they say it's cheaper there...my sis doesnt really think so. So...i dont know.

the thing is, IF i bring over from here...i am very afraid that it might be lost or something...u know, there r lots of different kinds of people there...and i am scared that stuffs like these will be stolen or whatever.

IF i buy there...the same issue but another thing is that i'd have no idea what kind if laptop to buy! i'd be alone to make the decision. i'd be all alone to do a lot of decision then i suppose...oh no...the whole independent thingy isnt exactly working for me right now. i know i depend on my family a lot haha xD

what kind of laugh is this?

luv those two hosts..they rock.

Morning Musume had gone bonkers...at least to me

miki fujimoto apparently is quitting MM, but she'll still stay within GAM, i dont know all those sub-groups they have...coz i only know the main MM group itself. but anyway seems like she's following the footsteps of Mari Yaguchi, who fell in love or have relationship la with someone. so they decided to quit on their own wishes.

So now, Leader is Ai Takahashi and Sub Leader Risa Niigaki.

OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whatever happened to all the OLD SCHOOL MEMBERS?!

after Yossie's departure, MM doesnt seem that interesting anymore * well, not that i really care or follow their stuffs* but MM is funny and cranky because of those OLD classic members. now it's just a bunch of NEW ...uh...just those cutesy ones.

and if this isnt that shocking enough...i just found out tht being a MM member, u dont have to be a japanese.

apparently, they're adding TWO NEW CHINESE members into the group. yes, from CHINA!

they know how to spiak japanese...i am somehow impressed. oh i think the second shorter girl's japanese is BEtter...JunJun and LinLin...what a name...



and this is where MM first meets them:


and btw, is it just me or Yossie LOOKS SO FREAKIN COOL in that jacket and pants and her hair and everything else. she's just transformed into a beautiful woman, that's what i wanted to say....xDD but seriously, i like her style and the way she communicates. she really acts like a leader there, even though i think she's not anymore. with these posts, it is not a secret or anything that Yossie is my FAV MEMBER in MM last time. MM looks so dull without her.

and she wears GLASSES in here. so the NICE! yes,all i notice is her in there.

updates

after having a few days or missing avrilbandaids forum, coz someone decided to hack it...a lot of posts were deleted, and i cant access it for thelast few days. now tht it's back. there are several updates for myself. hehe xD

the girlfriend remix video is out:


what i think: this video is fun definitely, and i like the wall back there where they spray paints over, that's kinda cool in a way. but seriously, i cant even listen to what the other woman is rapping. yeah, so my english suck maybe...i still prefer the original song...music and video wise. but it's nice to see avril having fun though.

MMVA 2007

awww....she choked up while receiving the People's Choice Awards


first time i see her tear up for an award. although someone said that she was drunk haha...but either way, good for her. and Deryck...it was the last performance on the awards which was Girlfriend, and Deryck was presenting her...he was like " here you go...Mrs.Whibley!!"

that's kinda sweet isnt it?

japanese phase back?

japanese phase is maybe coming back again...as i started listening to Ayu again, but her latest single i gotta say...is not as good.

her uh...squeky voice somehow comes back again. and so...yeah. it's just too similar to her previous ones like Blue Bird. but Fated is ok. It's got the ROCK Ballad feel to it. but it sounds kinda similar...to something else.i like her ROck Ballad. she has good rock ballads. she should make more rock ballads.

then i'm watching ZONE Final Live at Budoukan on youtube. and ah...nostalgic man! i miss them, they're a good girl band. i really am impressed with their efforts. Mizuho! my fav member. she's cool with the drums.

and Asian KungFu Generation! remioromen..these two are like the only J-bands i like...other than DAI, but DAI is another story.

so yeah. oh Fra Foa...is good too.



one of my fav song from them.



another one. and seriously, she really looks like an anorexic here. i wish they're still a band but they broke up. she's gone solo. but her solo stuffs not as good.
i miss the old Fra Foa.
why must bands...good bands break up? sigh...

and this is Asian KungFU Generation, their latest single.
Aru Machi no Gunjou


i love bands that JAM their guitars like that. like they start of...mellow...then suddenly they strike hard...like WOAH...u know...the effect and impact. of course must have good melody la...but i like this band.

the lead singer is short though haha xD

Microbiology it is....

I shall be studying Microorganisms for the next 3 years xD

somehow despite my ...utter disappoinment a while ago, i am kinda excited to start uni life now. like...i'm surfing the net again and find out stuffs about microbiology and the career options and stuffs. of course mostly it's research. and lab works.

oh btw, i found a friend who is going to UKM also. she got Doctor, but i'm not surprised coz she got 4.0 points anyway. so good for her la.

i just need some more friends who are going to UKM with me. at least i'll have people i know over there. yen hung....she got *french literature* i think at UPM. my dream uni...jeez...haha...but good for her also! she's most prob going she said. at least she's furthering her studies rather than staying here...working.

i'm...kinda i dontknow what to do now. i'm just waiting for the day to come and go and study. after 6 months of rotten brain, i need to start learning again. oh..i hope i can draw those tiny microbs though...i bet there will be lots of drawings involved haha xD

UKM!!!!!!!!!!

even though ur not my top fav uni...i guess, it's where i am meant to be after all. and UPM....sigh...UPM....bye bye.

so tired

and last night when i came back home, i was freaking tired. like standing for 2-3 hours straight...really makes ur feet sore. and i had a good time lying down on my bed as i wait for my sis to finish surfing the net. i wanted to use the laptop after not touching it the whole day haha...

and now, my body is still kinda sore. last night with the thing that comes, my stomach is kinda painful too. and i had two weird dreams too. dreams sometimes makes our mind tired. xD

baking session

yesterday i went to sun nee's house with joanne and we had a long baking session. sun wants to bake chocolate cake, cheese cake and muffin too...so we went out to India Street around 10 am...and we shopped at this store which sells baking ingredients and stuffs. and we met one of our teachers there, PA teacher...who apparently wanted to try out the puddings. after a short talk, we went back to sun's house again to get the recepi coz she forgot to take it out the first time. yeah...so we made a second trip to the shop. and it was freaking HOT. the weather is a kill.

after finally buying all the stuffs we needed, except for the yogurt, which we went all around india street to find, but nothing, sun asked her sis to get it for her instead.

around 11 am, we had lunch at her house. right after that, we started measuring the ingredients, and mixing them together, we started with chocolate cake first. and it turned out fine haha xD

second, we went for the muffins. the first batch had a little burnout haha xD but they're fine and still edible. the second batch was GOOD. they all kinda split at the top part, so pretty like that.

then we had a rest, Grey's Anatomy was on, so we watched it for a while before continuing. it's around 2 pm like tht. after that we started the cheese one.

and finally at 3 something pm we finished, we left the cheese to finish baking. we went to sun's room and watched those funny SHE videos i brought over. and we had a good laugh xD

around 5.30pm i came back home with the muffins and chocolate cake. we split la.

let's do some updates

after not listening to japanese songs for uh...maybe a month? it's ever since the whole SHE phase starts la, which is when their 10th album Play was out, and since then...the chinese phase begins. now i was just checking some updates at jpopmusic forum, and as usual i visited YUI's thread, nothing much new...cept her performance in Music Station, which maybe u guys will catch soon enough. or much later. dont know.

point is, here's her live of My Generation, her latest single:



which i find very energetic. really boh... and one thing: she doesnt GRIMACE much at all this time! her hair, i reckon has grown longer. and it's not exactly combed properly, which gives her the rocker image, which i personally like very much, and the outfit she wore also fits. and i think she gave a good live here. and her expression, yeah...the rocker attitude. but i'm not sure whether their instrumentals are really LIVE or not la...if yes, then she's freaking awesome during the guitar solo...if not, then i'll give her credits for having good vocals at least.

then...

my fren just msn me saying that " we apply after knowing what course they offer us later"

ok then we'll just wait. they say that results will be out in few days time. maybe before the 20th...maybe around 22nd like that. seriously i am worried. what if they offer me some courses i like less. i always think of the worst. then...i'd go ah nvm la...just go study whatever they offer and make the best out of it. get a degree and if can, go for masters. then try our best to get a job. or something. it's the JOB that kinda makes me worry more.

life is tough. life is full of worries. life is filled with obstacles. what is lying in my future? what will i be in the future? am i gonna be happy? cant help thinking about this.

tight chest

it's not heart attack or anything, i just feel like blowing now. the fact that i dont get the whole PTPTN stuffs, like a few days ago, my dad told me that we can get the form online coz they say it's out or something.

but then there's no news about it when i went out with my school friends last night. coz if there's anything, they'd have mentioned, they get first hand infos...these people.

now, my mom asked me to check the website to see if there's anything about it.

and the FUCKING web...
http://www.ptptn.gov.my/web/guest/anjung

wont farking load ...either the line's slow or anything to do with government web is just slow as an ass. literally.

i hate it when they do this to us. gosh...dont even remind me how many times i actually FILLED those application form last time! lost count, but it's really really annoying having to fill again and again. and then have to check over and over again just because the web is partially retarded.

ok...cool off. then my mum was saying people say we apply when we go uni later...

these much infos, i dont know which to believe. with a farking retarded web page that wont load even after 5 mins...still counting...i cant get what i want! damn it. at these times, i feel like exploding. i feel like strangling someone. i hate it how they never tell us what to do...like how to apply, or when to do this and that...and then later, out of a sudden, they say time's up...or some freaking short time limit for u to apply and shit like that...this is serious! this is about our future and they do these to us.

*take a deep breath* hah......the stupid web still's not working.

outing

yesterday, sun nee messaged and asked me whether i wanna join her and few other st thom classmates, highians la...xD so ok lorr...we went to Westwood at Lin Hua San there and me and sun nee shared salad, and joanne ordered potato wages, which is GOOD. so yeah, the 3 of us already ate, so we just ate these. then they were saying it's still very early, where to go next...someone came up with watching movie. so...we went to star and watched Fantastic Four. not exactly the kind of movie i liked, but it was nevertheless enjoyable. since it's with friends la..not u alone or whatever. xD

and joanne got her Ai Otsuka * Ai am BEST * CD+ DVD. so i borrow haha to watch the videos la. yeah.








at some angles, she reminds me of Selina. like in the Kingyo Hanabi video, where she sat at the house.
this is my uh...usb. maybe i should give it a name. cant think of any yet.
oh tomorrow, sun nee wants to bake. joanne is going, so maybe i'm going too. see first. Sun Nee and Joanne has decided to go to KL to further Nursing course for 4 years at Sedaya College.
they're going on this tuesday. so fast...sigh. dont know when we're gonna meet again.

how tos....

today i'm gonna teach people how to cook mee goreng by yourself, DIY. the fact that this is one of the only thing i know how to cook, besides rice...and maybe eggs, this is something to be proud of, even for a 20 twenty year old, no...wait, soon-to-be 20 year old. yes.

so...first, pick the noodle u want, then open it up.

like this one here.
oh...this is btw...the new pipe we have that my dad just changed yesterday because the old one leaked.
you start boiling the water, and when it boils, put the noodle into it. stir it if u want...well yes, stir it. if u want a soft noodle to chew on, then boil it longer. but if u want a more hard one, * my personal fav* then when it began to soften just abit, u can off the fire.
meanwhile as it boils, put in the other ingredients into am empty plate/bowl whichever u like.

after that, take out the noodles and stir them in the bowl. and there u go...your self cooked noodle.

and oh....btw, i am ashamed to say that...i over cooked a little my noodle, busy taking pics and stuffs until i forgot my poor little noodles. so it turned out softer than i wanted it to be, but ah...i finished it anyway.xD

this is just a random pic of my house tv with the mp3 on. dont care bout the titles, i'm the only one understands them haha xD

oh this is my new socks that i bought maybe two weeks ago at Sarawak Plaza the nike store. and they gave me a nice orangy plastic bag too...
and this...this is the SEVEN TABLETS of various vitamins i have to swallow every morning. which is not something u want to try. trust me, YUCK! especially the huge one, the brown one...i hate it. the 4 little trasnparent ones are nice though...they're squishy, easy to swallow. i take 4 all together.
this post is like it's posted from a 5 year old. i know...how to cook quick mee ...god...well at least i know how to bake banana cake hehe.

so freaking bored!!!

today is another very very boring day...i dont know what to WRITE here xD

ah this is just a random post, with nothing meaningful. so it ends here xD

nostalgia

these few days i feel a bit jiwang....basically coz i'll be leaving soon and i will miss home, family, friends, people that i care for or otherwise xD 17 more days before i leave. dont know how long will it take me to come back again and meet them all.

maybe they have hols at the end of the year...let's hope so. I dont know what will i be facing when i get there, will it be nightmare or just another routine that i went through back here before...most of all, i hope for health...and safety. coz this will be the first time i live by my own, so that's scary, even to think of it. I hope i will also meet some good friends...classmates or whatever. of course no one can replace the ones i already have back here, but in a new environment, u still need new company. someone u can trust. jeez...i dont even know what course will i be taking even! but ah...whatever it is, i'll pursue it. if this is the path for me, then go ahead. make the best out of it. like one of my friends said " I WILL SURVIIIIIIVVEEEEEE!"

lastly, the title...suddenly i miss the memories at Damai Beach. living together in a room, oh...the ghost chalet...that chased us out in the middle of a rainy night...could things be more exciting than that? xD

and the food, yes...THE FOOD we brought...the PS Games...staying late at night, playing truth or dare * ashamed to admit i delibrately missed it...by sleeping* haha xD such FUN! then uh...the little cold stream at the beach, the hole we dug at the steps, people might think we're some retarded kids or something. i luv those feelings...relaxation, being with ur closest friends, and nothing ...PRACTICALLY NOTHING to worry about, then. just enjoy ourselves.

if we have any chances to do that again in the future, i tell u, WE HAVE TO GO!!! we have to. i felt the calmness and nostalgia when i watched this video. * it is no surprise that i've been watching lots of their vids lately, point is...this vid reminds me of those days.*

friends forever!!!

these are some fanmade vids of S.H.E that i found while browsing around...youtube. personally i really like this one: Nothing Ever Changes featuring Ella and Selina...really captures their close relationship of course as * friends* i know how most people in general who doesnt know them that well will have thoughts like they're les or bis...like one of my friend thought earlier. haha xD

point is, it's really sweet and nice to see how much they care for each other...u know i somehow wished i really have the time and chances to care this much for my own friends...my gang la. like...i dont know....just spend more time together to get to know each other more, in a healthy way okay! dont think of something else here....xD but ah...we just have to separate and go our own ways. it's sad to think of it even.



another one featuring both of them:



this one featuring Hebe and Ella:


last one this features Selina and Hebe:



these vids make me really really appreciate friendship. i cant live without my friends, ever.

some pics

yeah..that foot is mine at the far right corner below.xD not professional bah...
my skateboard. hehe xD
one of the first lyrics i got to help me learn chinese...i like this song very much, mainly coz the lyrics are simple yet...it's meaningful, i can sing this song without looking at the lyrics...*proud of herself for being able to sing a chinese song full* pathetic i know...
some random conversation i got from internet.
this is my current exercise book for chinese lessons...yeah, my handwriting sucks .

i took this from my sister's room xD

wah so long i didnt update here

just random post. been watching funny SHE vids...and this is one of their most WTF kind of vid..at least so far for me...it's freaking funny. and the last part is so freaking, yes, freaking cute!

i like the fact that they dont really care whether they're making fun of themselves or not, they love having crazy mindless fun.and they're one very LOUD group. i dont think there're any other females singers who are as loud as them, most female singers are pretty laid back and just serious, or like...they're just more stable. haha xD but this group is kinda crazy. they're often high...yeah... happy watching. hebe makes one pretty ugly * MAN * but this is rare...