Abbey Dawn

according to avrilbandaids.com, these are on sale starting today...in US stores of course.

I think out of the four above, i only like the last white one on the right.

During her tour 2008, she has been wearing them for promotion.

but i won't want to wear something with that Abbey Dawn so HUGELY WRITTEN in front...no way. haha...but i wonder if they'll sell her merchandise during her stop here in Msia. maybe i'll buy something. *need to prepare money*

credits to: avrilbandaids.com

Avril's clothing^^

One thing i like about Avril is her fashion sense. Well, apart from her usual baby T-shirt days and pants, i like these...well, i'm bored so i'm posting piccies up.







she looks naturally lovely here, i don't know...it must be the angle and her pink stripe top that blends well with her pink hair xD

nice couple
i know Deryck has a weird looking nose but they're so cute together.

more hoodies...!!!


skulls sweater with her trademark pants and boots...this so reminds me of her older days...during the Let Go and Under My Skin days...ah...nostalgia


a bit more mature look here though...

this white and black hoodie is kinda cool....it looks so good!

Not forgetting this one, pink plaids...


Nice trench coat mized with boots.

She looks so...good like that. I like them both, they look cute together.

Of course, we shall never forget that Avril always display various hoodies/sweaters. I bet she has a whole room just for hoodies alone, seriously.


lastly her pink sweater in her Best Damn Tour concert.

i can't believe i'm doing this

So Avril was nominated in the MTV Asia Awards 2008, going to be held in Malaysia, apparently. I wonder if that has anything to do with her decision to come here to perform...umm....maybe they're related. You know....to boost up your popularity and stuffs.

anyway, so fans can vote at the mtvasia webbie. and i'm one of them, ok, i don't normally give a damn about stuffs like these. Like if she wins, then fine, she wins, and i'm happy for her. But if she doesn't then i'm also ok with it. I'm not one of those crazy fans that would go emo for such trivial things like this. In fact, i don't actually think that she cares so much about this award anyway. *not to mention she always wins The Best International Artist in MTVAsia Japan anyway, without fail*

But since i've nothing better to do during this remaining one week before i go back kl, i shall do my part as a real fan. Coz other than buying her CDs to support her all this while, i didn't do anything much haha...so i shall vote for her. She's now head to head with Linkin Park, atm though she's heading by like a mere 0.03% which is really really tight. As much as i enjoy LP's music, i want Avril to win this xDDD

About her concert in Malaysia in August, the date's not confirmed yet. Right now i can only hope she doesn't change her mind last minute and decide to fly elsewhere instead, like what she did two years ago to go to Taiwan, which was such a heartbreaker anyway, coz i know i'll enjoy her Bonez Tour more than this...pinkish themed Best Damn Tour. But still...once in a lifetime chance and i shall not miss it for anything.* i wonder how much the front row tickets will cost haha*

Oh and another thing, this is Malaysia we're talking about so i wonder if they'll ask her to mind her language throughout the concert LOL...xD I hope she'll blurt those words out anyway, coz it sucks big time if she doesn't use them in her songs. *reminds me of the Msian edited version of her CD*

successful shopping 2 ^^

so i was looking for formal wear, the top actually, not the pants. and so we went to the spring and into Padini, gotta thank my sis for that.

and in the end, i got myself a dark bluish with dark stripes which costs like RM108 but if you buy another item in the same store, then it'll have 50% less. which is a good bargain so yeah, my sis and mum searched for another thing, and they got me this white/bluish blouse.

so yeah, two items for RM 130. now, i won't have to worry about attending formal occasions anymore, besides, i don't really like wearing baju kurung all the time. it's really HARD to walk with baju kurung, seriously, even up the stairs is TOUGH.

i'm happy la la la~~~

Manga phase ^^

yes, well in order to avoid the Last Friends withdrawal phase i shall redeem it with Nodame Cantabile manga. I decided to continue from Volume 62 coz that's around where it ended in the live action Special in Paris. A lot of fans had wanted Nodame Cantabile Season 2 but since the manga had moved on to Paris mostly, i suppose it's just nearly impossible for the TV production team to spend so much in Paris to film the Season 2.

It's not going to work or happen and we know it. But well, Nodame Special 2 isn't too much to ask right? Haha...but anyway, since LF is over, until the movie is out and i don't even know whether the same casts are gonna be in there, but there definitely won't be Sousuke around anymore, he's so dead.

yes manga manga....i need more manga...

Avril's coming to KL ???

Yeah so my sis sms me this morning and told me the news, she gave me the linky to The Star webbie and i guess from the look of it, it does sound pretty real to me, she's coming in August but the dates are not confirmed so i'll have to wait.

*it's a good thing i'm back in kuching only in September haha...she'd better not cancel or postpone or i'll be friggin annoyed*

apparently she's also going to Taiwan in September. xD anyway, my sis is gonna sponsor the ticket for me, birthday present. I hope the date is suitable for me though, this will be my first ever concert and i don't want it to just slip by without a good enough reason. haha...hopefully my mid sem wont be around that time too ...

i can't wait actually, i'm pretty excited. Despite the fact that i wonder whether i'll be enjoying all the PINKISH stage presence and the yucky dancers and all...still it's avril's concert and i'm a fan so i have to go to this one haha xD

Utter disappoinment

this post is done after reading pointless spoilers in the forums regarding the Last Friends Special episode *which just finished like an hour ago?*

Anyway, i havent watched it but i guess it's not exactly worth it since all they're gonna show us are some useless bunch of crap. Yes, bunch of pointless crap. Unless you're a hopeless fan of Sousuke aka. Ryo Nishikido then maybe you're gona enjoy it then. Coz apparently all they showed us in the Special are mostly an hour plus of the whole DV crap. And so you'll get to watch Sousuke beating the crap out of girls and stuffs.

But seriously, i don't get it. I shall blame this on the director and screenwriters. Like why would they give us RECAPS of previous episodes when we've seen them all?! And what's with showing us Sousuke again when he was supposed to be DEAD in episode 10 itself?! Oh yeah, i am pissed.

it just doesn't make sense at all. It's not that i have anything against the character Sousuke but if i am the director, i wont be this stupid to make a whole episode of more than an hour of useless crap like this. They could have ended everything in the least episode, what's with the few minutes of new scenes in the Special? Showing Michiru and few years old Rumi visiting Sousuke's grave? Making us pity his character again? What the hell....?

I was hoping for more Michiru/Ruka/Takeru scenes taking care of the baby in sharehouse and Eri and Ogurin. I don't want to see Sousuke again! he's dead. Geez...man, are they this stupid to realize who were the ones that kept us watching the show? It's definitely not michiru. Not masami nagasawa. Oh...no, definitely not her.

From the forums alone, it's so damn obvious the ones that stole the show are Ruka and Takeru. Yes, both of them. Call me biased, whatever but that's the truth. It's Ueno Juri and Eita that makes the show watchable and survives throughout. Without both of them, i don't think i'd be this crazy over Last Friends, yes, not even Ryo Nishikido will tempt me this much to watch it.

And those writers still show us Sousuke...*what the fuck is wrong with them?!* And showing us what...only a minute of Ruka at the end? God....that was awful! Ruka deserves more screentime than Sousuke! And don't get me started with Michiru even...the only good thing about her is geving birth to a cute baby, that's all. urgh....i am so so so disappointed. Let's just pretend there wasn't any Special episode that ever exist and how much we anticipate it, shall we?

ok, well....i'm still gonna get the Special episode, for the sake of the last few minutes...i wonder they can cut off the whole DV scenes and just give us the new scenes...T.T I shall rant more later.

My dream watch ^^

was browsing through and saw this...

My Dream Watch

It's Fossil and what attracted me is the leather strap feature. xD

It's a bit expensive of coz for me, since i'm not working yet but let's just say if i wanted a new one, this would be it. I converted the price so it's about RM 430.

*temptations*

Horror version of Last Friends Trailer

This is a fanmade video of the horror version, and i have to say that it's really really cool. Seriously, anyone who never knew the real Last Friends (drama) 's genre and the storyline would think that it's a horror movie after watching this video. It's really realistic and *thumb ups* to the creator, i think whoever it is has some really good editing and special effects to work this out. the horror effects though, only starts around the middle. Well, enjoy!!!

yes!

First of all this has got nothing to do with the title above. Apparently i forgot my stupid password for MSN and so i can't f**king log in. and this stupid msn is giving me a hard time to retrieve / change my password. So i most probably will make a new account or maybe abandon my msn for a while. Right now, i don't have the MOOD to deal with this. Because i have something FAR BETTER to do atm. Which is the second thing i'm gonna RANT about.

I've been DL this Last Friends FINALE since Friday morning. Too bad i'm not living in the West or i'd have gotten it by Friday afternoon, probably coz right after the show finished in Japan, the torrent was up. And only a friend knew how excited i was when i chatted with her through msn on Thursday night when i was looking at the chatroom where they put up LIVE translations of the show. Man...i gotta give props to those who are soooooo DEDICATED to this drama!!! And my friend, she got the chance to see this part of me and she mentioned * i'm like a kid who's excited after being given sweets* Ok...haha yeah...i was probably TOO excited then. But i can't help it.

My DL just finished now as i'm typing and i'm gonna watch it. I can't wait for the subs anymore.

* i changed my mind* Gonna wait for the subs to come before watching. haha...xD but i just saw something very very breathtaking from the spoilers> argh!!!




i skipped to the last part haha...just to see these... OMG....look at Takeru and Ruka by the SEASIDE....NOTHING BEATS ANY SCENES FROM THE SEASIDES....i tell you. Perfect way to END this. haha....Ruka does look like a guy in here.


AWW>>> look at those THREE LEANING AGAINST EACH OTHER...but the one that steals my attention is * notice how Ruka leans on Takeru* If only Michiru isn't in the picture aih....







BUT NOTHING BEATS THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOTHING!

NOTHING!

T.T










the happy ending for these two. This is BEYOND SWEETNESS.....this is beyond LOVE. This is beyond any kind of relationship there is. *i'm exaggerating here but who the hell cares when you get to see these two sleeping soundly, facing each other, one arm on the other, snuggling up in the tent cozily....Before i rant, i better end this post. I'll rant more later, when i get the subs and understand everything.

Amusing things we see in Taiwan

i just remembered some very interesting things we came upon during our Taiwan trip last December.My sister managed to snap these.

KISS AND RIDE???

What on earth is that supposed to mean? Well, honestly i'm new to Taiwan's system or their way of trying to explain to people what they're trying to tell. But this is...a bit...too complicated for me.

It makes me wonder though. Man...i should have rented myself a car that day and pass along that road with the sign and maybe some hot ass model would pop out of nowhere and smooch me.


Oh and this...this really cracks me up when my sister pointed it out to me, when we were at the high-speed train station to ride to somewhere else.


CAR?!

You mean, CART? or LUGGAGES? Seriously, someone needs their English sharpened up. It's really amusing and funny to come across random stuffs like these. Either way, it's a fun and unique way to get people's attention., It definitely got mine but in another way, this might just be a little disgrace to the nation. Don't you think?

lazing off doing nothing

this is where life becomes a bit boring yet it's tempting. upon getting my results finally, i was relieved that it's fine and enough for me. It's not like i'm aiming for a 4.0 or anything like that. Seriously, i'd be working my arse off if i were to aim for that. So no, i'm not and i will not because i know my limit. And realizing all the temptations around me, i doubt i'll be able to do that unless i shut everything else in my life and put myself into mountains of books with no entertainment or anything close to that. That's not the kind of life i want. so why should i do that?

I'm satisfied with my grades, with where i am now, although i have to say, it's not like i've achieved anything great yet haha xD that will be the future. Not now. Now is for me to just cruise and do my best in my remaining 2 years of uni life. The real life begins after that or well, maybe after my masters though. But yeah, real life starts when it's career time. so i might as well ENJOY all i can now when i have to chance to do it right?

I love adolescence. Youth is something everyone should appreciate. Youth is not something to take for granted. Youth is something we all are going to lose very very rapidly. So, when we have the chance to do this or that, don't hesitate. DO NOT or otherwise, you'll never gonna get the feeling of youth back. So ENJOY life. Why stress ourselves too much?

That said, i wish i'm still a little kid playing with my neighbours and not afraid of getting scars here and there. Come to think of it, if you ask me to do those stuffs i did back then again, i'd be looking at you like you're some deranged person and snort " why should i do something dangerous like that?" Yeah, when we were kids, we know nothing like "dangerous". We'd just do them and deal with with pain later. I still remember playing football with my neighbours and fell and i ended up with a 3 cm scar on my left foot. It's still there, though not that visible anymore. But i remember the blood flowing non-stop as i showed it to my parents. I don't remember their reactions but i guess they must have been shocked, then.

It was fun. See, life as a kid was carefree. Youthful. Full of energy. Something i kinda lack these days. It's all got to do with growing up. Growing old. Growing mature. I'd say getting smarter is also part of it. I lack the enthusiasm these days. Why? Seriously, i have no idea what am i trying to say here. Let's ignore this post.

I'm just anticipating tonight's FINALE of my fav Jdorama this season.

results out

since i know it's gonna drop, i wasn't that disappointed. both my other coursemates who have checked theirs also dropped, so i'm not the only one. This semester was harder. Especially Genetics. The mid sem was okay but the finals was just too complicated. I have no friggin idea what they wanted us to count! It's mostly application of the formulas which i didn't know how to use. T.T I knew i'm gonna do badly for this paper. So it wasn't all that surprising when i got myself a B. Whch is exactly what my room mate got when she took the paper last sem.

So basically, out of 8 papers this semester, i landed myself 5A, 2 A- and a B. My pngk: 3.76

It so obviously dropped from my 3.94 to 3.76. That's a huge leap but well, it's still higher than 3.70 (which is the limit i set for myself xD)

So overall, for first year, my pngk is 3.84 (i'm fine with that, i am. It's good, for me hehe xD)

Well, still i know the pressure is just starting. Second year for my 3 year course will begin next month and i know it's gonna be tougher. All my seniors have been telling me all of them dropped during first sem of second year. So i got myself prepared for that.

* i did say something like i'll do something if i get myself past that limit*

haha....i'll see if i have the courage to do it.

Doubt about Gender?

i found this from YUI LOVER forum where they were discussing Last Friends and...uh...i came across someone who said this:

Ruka should move to Malaysia

read for yourself. *god...i CRACKED so loud when i saw this*

Well, i didn't check whether this piece of news is true or not but yeah...haha xD

Last Friends OST

Finally i got it. *cheers happily*

ooh love it. Prisoner of Love Instrumental version is a definite MUST HAVE.

nevertheless, you guys can get it here:
http://community.livejournal.com/mayochuchu/1548.html?#cutid1

It's good. Especially if you like the drama, though. xD

JDorama List for 2008

Well, this isn't exactly fixed since i won't know what drama would come out in the next few months till 2009. But so far, the ones i'm planning to watch will be these, or the ones i'm currently watching. There are some i won't be able to finish since i'm going back to KL in like 3 weeks time. But anyway, here they are:

1. Last Friends + SP (YES, gonna finish it on time before KL ^^)

2. Zettai Kareshi (most probably gonna finish too) Now initially i have problem having Aibu Saki as the lead female here, to me, she's more suitable as a supporting actress. She just doesn't have that LOOK *not just physical look here, but the OVERALL package* to play a lead role. Besides, sometimes i think she's trying too hard to be cute but failed. It just doesn't work. You can't beat Aya Ueto in the natural comedic role. Well, i know both of them are two different actresses with different styles but just....i'm not impressed. I'm actually MORE IMPRESSED with the other two male actors. And becoz it's a comedy drama, and i'm being depressed over LF recently, i need something to laugh at. So i'm gonna watch this.

3. CHANGE (well, i'm not exactly a fan of Kimutaku, but hell, i'd be bored to death with only two dramas right? BUT i'll finish this maybe when i come back August for Hari Raya, it's only till episode 5 atm)

4. Hokaben ----> Aya Ueto in it as a lawyer, not gonna miss this. Even though she's a rookie lawyer who gets into more trouble than solving people's problems. It seems...And besides, CandyPop the fansubber is kinda slow so August, yes, August. I'm looking forward to August.

5. Code Blue ---> Just because it has Yamapi in it and medical drama. I have a thing towards medical dramas.

6. Maou ( Ikuta Toma & Ohno Satoshi)------->Ikuta Toma in a lead role playing a detective, this is a must watch for me. He strikes me all this while as a comedian. (though he was not in Honey and Clover, which i've heard not that good and ratings were low) Oh well, hopefully he'll kick ass here.

For now, that's all. I know, that's so little when so many are showing atm. Like Gokusen 3, but i'm not into cute guys, and i don't really like the whole idea of student-teacher issues. I know a lot of people are hyped over it, i mean, it's SEASON 3 now, i bet there's gonna be a season 4 soon...but i'm not a hopeless fangirl, drooling over guys. *no offence* Although i can't really explain why i loved HanaKimi. Maybe it's coz Ikuta Toma's in there...xD

What else is showing...err...there's Osen, apparently Aoi Yuu is in it, playing some brilliant girl wearing kimono all the time coz she owns this japanese food restaurant. The storyline though doesn't attract me. So i'm gonna skip this even though it's comedy.

Until i find new interesting ones that intrigue me, i'll add it here.

oo~ blister

i just realized few days ago i have a blister underneath my right wrist.

Then, i figured out that it must be because i've been moving the *mouse* around with my right hand and so yeah..basically that was how i got it. after hours of sitting in front of the laptop every day and you know...moving it.

That said, it's bad for your health hehe xD

yeah, i'm bored enough to post an entry. this is a pointless entry.

something interesting to read about

This is taken from d-addicts forum.Yes, obviously this has something to do with the drama LF that i have been talking about lately. Now...it's funny and also very interesting to read what people have to say or argue about stuffs like these. Okay, before i proceed with the title above, i'll just say WHY this topic came up into interest.

As we know from Last Friends drama, the character Ruka has Gender Identity Disorder. And the fact that she wanted to have a sex change operation keeps the viewers buzzing about it over at the forum, debating about the picture in the trailer. lemme show you the picture they were all debating about.
I know Grace, you said the wedding dress is pretty....haha xD but to think of WHO THOSE TWO might be really makes my head ache a lot.

They were like saying that is a " hand of a man" so it can't be Ruka getting hitched with Michiru. LOL so funny the way they explain things over there. Then this person argued that it can be possible if Ruka undergoes sex change operation and taking in testosterone hormone pills or whatever in that line...and slowly become masculine. * by now, personally...i am having a severe headache*

Well, this article proves that it can be done, and as we know things like these are being done all over the world now. I don't know it it's approved in our country, probably not, but i though i heard somewhere before that someone did the same thing like male to female change? yeah...anyway, this is the first time i've seen a drama being discussed up to this level, talking about controversial issues and such. it's mind provoking at the very least.

Here's the news from Oprah show that got the world buzzing.
A Pregnant MAN?!

Read it yourself. It's a very interesting article. And i do salute them for having such courage to go all that way to fulfill their desires and getting probably like in Ruka's case, Liberation. I have to say, being an asian myself, i still have some *personal opinions* about this issue, but it's not that i have anything against it too. It's their life. And everyone has the right to feel like they belong in this world. At least, i think everyone has the right to feel comfortable being who they really are.

That said, i still can't seem to imagine having Ruka and Michiru getting married!!! NO~ NO~ NO~ it's a bit too far-fetched for me to even imagine the scene of both of them walking down the aisle...i really can't imagine it. I just hope that the both of them remain good friends. Whether or not Ruka will finally liberate herself over her issue, that's another matter but having both of them together as a couple is something too unrealistic. Even after reading this article. (Besides, i don't think the writers will go to that extent in this rather controversial issue, mind you, this is Japan we're talking about, what's with their strong culture and all...i just don't see the writers will go that far. but i salute them for taking the risks to discuss this issue in a drama like this. surely an eye-opener for me, at least. And it's one of those no-nonsense drama which has been contaminating the J-dorama scenes lately with pointless comedy, although i have to say, i do enjoy some of them myself xD)

oooh...can't wait for the FINALE!!! next week Thursday. I am so gonna be spoiled again once the series end.People will be flooding the forum and posting spoilers. I cant watch it LIVE. I don't know how although they did tell us how, but ah...i'll just read the spoilers.

MAJOR EDIT:
Apparently, contrary to what we've thought that picture is, it turned out to be something i never really expected. THAT SAID, NO, it's not Ruka or Michiru, it's not even Sousuke and Michiru...all i can can say is...it's the other couple. yes, i was shocked too. never saw it coming but haha...great surprise though!

anybody has electric guitar to spare?

well, half kidding...i have this sudden urge to play electric guitar. xD

Coz i've never played one before!!!!!! and that's really sickening for me, i want to know how it feels like to hold one and play...i want to know how it sounds like, i want to know how it's like to just jam the tunes...and many more... Though i'm just a beginner though, but still, i want to at least have one opportunity to play one.

And i can't find anyone with one to let me hold and play once.

I just figured out how to differentiate Gibson and Fender guitars. Like as you can see below:

these are Fender guitars...i can't differentiate between whether it's Telecaster or Stratocaster , as they mentioned, Telecasters are mainly for blues, country music, but it's really in the way you play them, So you can use Telecasters for rock too.

Fenders have nicer body crafts from what i observed and most female artists i know like Avril and YUI uses them. They're slimmer and maybe that's why it's just better for girlz. my op
The white one is friggin AWESOME! If i were to have one, i'd have either black like the one above, or red and white like what YUI uses or just plain white. *i'll get one when i work*

Now, let's go to Gibson:

Gibson guitars are like...a bit bulky, at least from what i observed through pictures...and guys...seem to like them more.

hehe....Ryo from Do As Infinity LOVES THEM...he uses them in all concerts.

Ah...i miss my guitar. i should go back to guitar class next sem.

spoilers for Last Friends ending

Don't worry, i wont give much ...actually, let's not give them at all okay? someone read the preview for episode 11, the finale and i think by now we know who died and who the father of the baby belongs to.

just one sentence: people who can't sleep well will be able to heave a sigh and sleep better after watching it.

So there, basically it's not a sad ending. so yeah...umm why am i disappointed with the ending anyway? I mean, oh...well...it's drama.

my point of view on Last Friends

We all know there're only two more episodes to end the drama, and then we'll have the Special the week after on June 26th.

As of Episode 9, we've seen how Sousuke getting all jealous about Takeru being too close with Michiru. Therefore he ambushed him and attacked him during his weakest state where he couldn't defend himself. and then we see how Michiru feeling all guilty for causing the attack as she told Sousuke that she'd found someone else she loved. Thus leading to the attack.

But then Ruka consoled her and made it even clearer this time that she'd do whatever it takes to protect her from Sousuke's psycho attempts. * well, maybe this could be your only mistake, Ruka...being too attached to Michiru aka. your best friend who knows NUTS about you, sadly * End of the episode, we see Sousuke attacking Ruka after she told him the ONE THING he had dreaded for so long which pissed him off, thus triggering the fight.

Now, *spoilers* but i don't care anymore...seriously, up to this point, i don't actually give a damn anymore on who died or how. Coz to me, if Sousuke died in the end, whether he was killed brutally or maybe from an accident, then it'd be too predictable coz bad guys always ended up being the guilty ones and paid for their wrongdoings, right? It's karma. Yes, i believe in karma.

But if it's Ruka or Takeru who died, maybe initially i'd have bawled my tears out coz they're my fav characters. And i'd have been emo from it. But then come to think of it, IF the writers decided to make one of them dead, then i'll sit back and watch the process. In fact, i think it'd be really AWESOME if one of them really died. That'd make this drama so incredibly MORE AMAZING for having such characters. their characters would SHINE. YES, indeed i really hope one of them died for the sake of the other, like maybe in Ruka's case, getting killed for saving Michiru or Takeru...from Sousuke. Or Takeru confronting Sousuke for Ruka. either way, it'd be MEMORABLE.

The WEAK POINT of this drama is the fact that they FOCUSSED TOO MUCH on Domestic Violence which imo, isn't THAT MUCH INTERESTING of a PLOT to start with, especially having Masami Nagasawa as the lead, seriously, she's just NOT in the whole thing imo. I can't see how she really fit in. Yes, she's pretty, she's beautiful, she's got this whole SMILY FACE PLASTERED ALL OVER HER FAIR FACE...but like, THAT's IT! you know...like that's all she can do, She can't act for real, face it. and giving her such a WEAK ROLE is just too sad for her. i think by now, you'd have guessed that i have this thing against her.

Character development is also pretty weak here, as we see how LITTLE they touch on Takeru and Eri's problems, they only scratched the surface! by giving us little clues here and there but that's not enough! they just paid too much attention on the whole DV thing! And giving Michiru WAY TOO MUCH SCREENTIME which i think is a bit annoying at times when all she does is just acting scared, or if not, just smile. It's annoying. I liked Sousuke more than her character seriously. I'd hoped that Sousuke would one day, accidently killed her or sth...but we know Ruka will be devastated at that point. Michiru should never have even lived in this world. She's useless. I've never seen such a useless good-for-nothing character before. and a LEAD for that! I find Eri a much better actress than she is. jeez...

now to how i'd want it to end as...

I'd love to see that after Michiru found out about the attack on Ruka, she went to confront Sousuke about it * as we've seen in the trailer for ep10* she gave him a slap. But we know that Sousuke would not take it that easily, seeing how far he'd gone to sustain her. I'd want Michiru to be raped by Sousuke against her will... thus causing her pregnancy which we see in ep1. Then, she goes back wagging her pathetic tail and Ruka finds out, maybe she planned on killing Sousuke or sth. Then, yeah, another confrontation which will be bitter, much much bitter than the one in ep9, and maybe Ruka was just about to get killed by Sousuke and Takeru stepped in, saving Ruka just in time. Yeah...that'd be nice. Sousuke ended up in jail. Takeru died for Ruka. Ruka feels guilty, Michiru feels guilty too for causing Takeru's death and so she escaped to some fishing village we see in ep1. Thing is, by the look of it, Ruka can't be the one who died. Coz Michiru was writing a letter to her, before she tore it off and tossed it into the bin. So Ruka can't be the one who died. But there's possibility for Takeru, Sousuke and even Eri at this point.

oh IF Eri died, it'd be a SMACK in the face for me...that'd be a shell-shocker. and we know japanese series can be pretty shocking at some points.

But i'd be even happier if Michiru died. although we know that's not gonna happen. Sigh...T.T

but overall, this series is entertaining for the fact that it's filled with *star-studded casts* for me, that is, except for Masami Nagasawa whose character seemed to SPOIL everything. Even i find Ryo Nishikido doing a god job as a villain this time. Coz i'd never look at him the same way anymore for what he'd done in there. What i'd want to see in the future is for Masami Nagasawa to play an antagonist next. If she can convince me in a bad girl role, then i'll re-consider her skillz in acting. Otherwise, she's just a pretty face for me.

i ranted long this time...

boredom above all

I woke up this morning at around 6.30 am and went to the temple with my family to pay respect to my grandma. Seriously, i don't even know what day is today till we arrive at the temple and my mum told me it's " dumpling day". well that is how i see it as since i'm no good with these kinds of days in the chinese calender. You know how someone told you today is to celebrate this and that and you go " oh...yeah..." and then you just forget about it coz it doesn't seem to matter much to you. Like if they eat dumplings...then you just tag along and eat with them. but it doesn't really matter if you eat them or not.

After that, we went to my uncle's house for a while and did the same to my grandpa. And we played a bit with the dogs before leaving with my sis to eat breakfast with her boyfriend. We ate laksa and kolo mee at this Spring Cafe at this road i don't know the name. Yes, when it comes to road names, don't count on me to remember them coz i will just tell you sth like " oh...that road is like near this...where...you go that way...or this way...or you know what, you'd better ask someone else"- that's how it'll end up as.

so, it's pointless.

I slept for like 3 hours at noon after browsing the net for a while. Then i found the soft subs for ep9 and i re-watched the whole thing.

Now, i'm just waiting for this DL to finish. Megaupload has this thing with bandwidth exceeding if you DL sth in the same hour or for a limited time. so, i always have to wait for like 2-3 hours before DL the next file using MU.

Ah, it rained today. It's nice coz it's cool and you don't feel the sweat that bothers you, even at home. And my cousin came back from her house in Serian coz they're resuming school next Monday. The first thing i realized when i woke up just now was the fact that i hadn't bathed.

*paramore is still blasting in my ears*

Ryo Nishikido ~you shall pay~

Last Friends ep9 is so damn depressing that even Utada Hikaru on Thursday night itself, at around 11.26 pm (right after LF was shown from 10-11pm) in Japan, had to post an entry about it. The last line of her post was this

" Nishikido Ryo is SCARY~~~"

What's the fuss really? And why does the thread in d-addicts boosts up to like 5 pages in just couple of hours?

Having a soft spot for spoilers....i clicked on them all coz
1- i'm an impatient person when it comes to something i like
2-I can't stand around waiting for the RAW version up to watch it myself when people are literally talking bout it
3-I need so desperately know the fate of my two most precious characters in Last Friends

so...then i got spoiled.

T.T

spoilers ahead but ah...it's gonna end soon so nvm.

Apparently they said that after beating Takeru up, leaving him bloody...Ruka probably decided to confront Sousuke about it. *I don't know whether that's called stupid or what...*

but well, it's drama...so be it. The more intense the series goes, the better the ratings right?

In the forum, people said they were screaming in the last 5 minutes...to the screen I can see why. Coz Sousuke again, being a lil bit of a psycho himself, decided to beat Ruka up.

and the thing is, they didn't give us preview for next week. Which i think a lot of people will want to watch what happen afterwards, then the ratings will shoot up...hopefully by then it'll deserve 20% as it does before.^^

Oh, i'm hyped just to see Ryo beating someone up. I don't feel anything for his girlfriend, the lead character when he abused her, but for him to beat Takeru and Ruka up...i am INTRIGUED!

I'm just waiting for someone to put the RAW on Veoh...then the soft subs will be out pretty soon. By Monday, i should be able to watch it. This has got the be one of the most intense Japanese series i've watched so far, basically coz it's either just pointless comedy that they do or romantic stuffs...but this, this is a serious one that will get your nerve wracking.

EDIT:

just watched it. but i'm not saying anything here. for more info, please visit my other blog. T.T

discrimination

Yesterday for the first time in my whole life, i actually felt like a victim of discrimination. yes, it's still about the whole Veoh thing. Although now, i'm cool with it...but i really hope things will change.

Veoh has blocked quite a number of minor countries, and Msia is one of it. People are protesting in the forums, and trying to turn tables. I really hope that will work out. Coz Veoh is definitely making a HUGE WRONG MOVE here.