what's the point

sometimes there comes a point where I just felt like everything I've done so far comes down to nothing by the end of the day. It's like no matter how hard u tried to make it work, it kept turning you down, so easily like it meant nothing.

My mood swings too easily nowadays. For one minute, I can be cheerful, the next, I'm all down and just doesn't feel like doing anything.

what's the point of living like that really? You know how there are always songs that speaks of wanting to break out and live a new life, how their life sucks and all. I bet you they'll mean nothing to you IF you're not in misery or feeling like life's useless...simply because you haven't been to that point where your life seems so damn insignificant and having no purpose.

How do we live like that? I envy those who doesn't seem to have any problems with that. Why can they be so satisfied? Why can they live so damn moderately like that? How do they live day by day doing the same thing and not be bored to hell with it?

I can't live like that, I'll go crazy.

I have no resolution whatsoever at this moment. And it doesn't seem to be getting any brighter as it goes.