the speed of byte

So I started DL this ep4 of JIN this morning around 7 am, then I went to lab a while to get some stuffs done, then came back around 9.30.

It's done! I was like wow...coz this is the first time it had ever been this fast. well, ocnsidering the size of the file is 404mb only, it's not that surprising but like yay! I'll have sth to watch for lunch later!

I need to go lab at 1pm though. Gotta do sth. Sigh...it's been tiring visiting the lab almost every single day. Even if it's only two more weeks that I finally got to go home, I don't feel the hype anymore. Last semesters were like " okay, 2 more weeks! counting down...yes yes...I can't wait"

This time around? It's like " Jeez...2 more weeks and I haven't even booked my ticket"

There's this uncertainty this time around. And somehow, it doesn't feel like it matters whether I go home or not. The scary part is this. I don't know why. It's like " I'm too tired to think about it. Just go with the flow and when the time comes, I go home."

Must be the tiredness that wears off the excitement. My next paper which is also the last, will be next Friday. Lots of chapters to cover and things to memorize but then again, any subject needs that right? It's just the level of difficulty to remember.